尹東柱의 「바람이 불어」에 나타난 自我 理解 (Self-Understanding in Yun, Dong-ju's 「The Wind Is Blowing」)

서지정보

· 발행기관 : 한국어문교육연구회
· 수록지 정보 : 어문연구(語文硏究) / 42권 / 3호 / 163 ~ 184페이지
· 저자명 : 류양선

초록

尹東柱는 그의 시 「바람이 불어」(1941.6.2)에서, 倫理的 實存을 넘어 宗敎的 實存으로 跳躍하는 모습을 보여주고 있다. 이 시에서 시인은 主體性을 지닌 윤리적 실존으로서의 자신이 普遍的 倫理를 실현할 수 없다는 것을 告白하며 통절히 뉘우친다.
이 뉘우침 속에 윤리적 실존은 自己矛盾을 드러내며 切望한다. 그러나 이 절망은 새로운 自我를 형성하는 발판이 된다. 시인은 沈黙의 祈禱를 통해 무한한 사랑이신 하느님의 말씀을 듣고 진정한 자아를 찾게 되는 것이다.
이렇게 거듭난 자아는 信仰의 決斷을 통해 强化된 새로운 主體性이다. 시인은 마침내 時間 속에서 永遠을 만나는 종교적 실존으로서의 自我를 確立한다. 그리하여 그리스도와의 同時性을 획득하는 바, 이것은 그 자체로 殉敎의 의미를 內包하는 것이다.

영어초록

This essay is an analysis of Yun, Dong-ju's 「The Wind Is Blowing」, which was written when he was in the first half of graduating class of Yonhee College. In this chapter of his life, within the influence of Kier- kegaard's existential philosophy, he established his subjecthood in Christian faith. So, I try to grasp the meaning of leaping from ethical existence to religious existence.
「The Wind Is Blowing」 is largely divided into two parts, the first half being the first to the fourth stanza and latter half being the fifth to the sixth stanza. The first half implies that ethical attitude to life fails when the poetic self sees that he cannot realize the universal. And the latter half portrays the image of religious existence; the poetic self is grounded transparently in God.
There is the prayers of the poetic self between ethical existence and religious existence. In the deepest sense prayer is the language of openness, and the language of openness to God is silence. The poetic self comes to realize that true prayer is to wait until he hears the words of God in silence. he becomes conscious of the tremendous gulf between himself and God, finally he accepts himself as a sinner.
The fundamental theme of 「The Wind Is Blowing」 is the meaning of personal existence, ultimately, the problem of becoming a Christian. The poetic self accepts the paradox that God, the Eternal, has become incarnate in a particular individual man, Jesus, in time. Finally, the poet stands where time and eternity meet, in this sense he is contemporary of Christ, and his faith is martyrdom in itself.

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